Yesterday, my daughter ran away from me.
We were in the locker room bathroom at a local gym. She flipped the lock (as I was using the bathroom), ran out, and hid herself. (in a locker)
As what seemed like the longest three minutes ever passed by, where I frantically searched, cried, yelled her name, I heard a scuffling in the locker next to me.
It was her.
It seems fitting that the panic of losing her, the stress of not knowing if she was OK, the fear of never holding her again, all fell on her day of birth, the day of my trauma, and the day where I experienced similar, if not identical feelings, 4 years ago.
I guess we never lose that feeling when we feel our children are in danger.
Thanks for reading,
Lauren
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